Addiction isn't fun

I don't like taking medication. I think i am becoming dependent on it because when i don't take it for a while, i get very anxious and in a bad mood. Ten minutes after i take a pill i start to feel better, but i want to feel better all the time

This is not fun. I have been taking under the daily recommended doses, but this still happened. I just want the pain to go away so i don't have to take these things anymore. I'm having a check up with the doctor tomorrow morning, hopefully he will tell me it won't be much longer.